My Struggle with Money

I constantly worried about money. Deep down, I held a scarcity mindset—a belief that there was never enough. Money felt elusive and hard to come by. Even when I had it, I feared it would disappear. These weren't just thoughts about numbers; they were deep-seated emotions and perceptions that I struggled to understand.

I sometimes felt anxious whenever I spent money, even on necessities or things that brought me joy. When I began investing or taking financial risks, the failures filled me with fear and uncertainty. I was seeing that financial success was for others, not for me. This sense of unworthiness kept me stuck, and the constant worry weighed heavily on my shoulders.

These feelings isolated me. I avoided discussing finances with friends and family because I felt ashamed and embarrassed. I thought I should handle my financial struggles on my own, but I didn't know where to start. The stress led to sleepless nights, strained relationships, and a pervasive sense of helplessness.